First Degree Murder

I committed 1st degree murder today! On court, during our friendly.

Anger came & I succumbed to it; let it take over me due to self-centered reasons. Reasons so selfish that I feel ashamed of myself for not being a testimony of God's word. And so the anger came under the excuse of being "demoralised" on court - all because I felt I didn't receive the ball & put points to the team.
As compared to the rest, I've been trusted more...so honestly, I feel guilty of acting how I was during the game; I allowed anger to get in the way; I sulked rather than make things better/happen on court. I'm sorry gals...I'll learn to be more patient & more encouraging.

And to deannie baby...I'm sorry I failed to inspire the team today. I could have been mentally strong but I didn't. I gave up too soon!

In retrospect, it's our 1st friendly as a team & I think we did alrite! This game helps us figure our positions, our strengths & what we can improve on as a team. We're gradually coming together as a team; only that we're missing a DEANNA. The gals miss you D....
The gals might not see this blog of mine, but I wanna tell you gals that we're learning to work well together & no matter what "DUN LOSE HEART". We're a team so let's help, understand, support, & stay strong for each other. Let's learn to be victors, and UNCONQUERABLE in spirit!